Dreaming of your face, as I sleep in bliss… This world may not be so bad after all…

Been awhile my dearest reader(s).

Today I finally picked up my Class drop form from my guidance counselor… Turns out I can drop French II as par plans, though I need to also switch lunches in order to get another class in its place… B lunch to be exact… Which sucks, I’m the type not to make many friends but I have all sorts of them in A lunch… I guess I’ll have to start hanging out with people in the morning, No big deal… I’m usually a worrier… but you know… I think I’m fine with it… which is strange.

As most of you know Kiari an I are Pre-Engaged, might be a weird term to you if you didn’t know, it’s the same as the promise ring thing. And, I finally picked one out. It’s not the most expensive in the world, but I think it looks great and everyone else seemed to love it (Ivy freaked for one.) I’m such a lovey person I don’t know hoe Kiari puts up with me seriously lol. Oh well, love is enough of an excuse to act stupid, lol. I just hope it’s not going to fast for her, the last possible thing I’d want. I think most of the time we communicate pretty well though. Anyway I’ll be getting a good amount of money, by good amount I mean about 50, so I’ll be getting her that and who the hell knows what else that money will find its way to… probably WoW =x!

Uhmmmmm I’ll probably get the next FMA ep early tomorrow morning =D But oh yea back to WoW… I lost it until atleast monday… Probably longer. the 14.95 wasnt in the account so it was Suspended, so much for my parents offering to buy my allready torn affection with WoW game time *sigh* Mark my words… I WILL FUCKING GET IT BACK ….lol…. Yea… I like gaming….

GAH I cant freaking wait until Intel MacOS hits the shelves… assuming they sell it retail, I mean I can only hope. If they do I’m going to gobble it up, I’ve wanted a Mac forever, never could afford the machines exactly, so if the intel version hits retail It would solve my dilema. If I got that I could actually run a majority of Apps, but still keep a nice Unix feel to it all.

No school today… which actually sucks… screws up the entire Finals setup for me.
Working on downloading Ep 44 of FMA Lot left on that… Should have it for tonight If I’m lucky.
Uhmmmmmm…
I wish I could tell you the stupid shit Kiari and I did without my head imploding, its just so crazy… I don’t even want to go there lol.

I just realised, I’m really starting to lose touch with art, mine anyway. I haven’t written anything for months, and rarely draw anymore. I just tried to sketch something and It kind of sucked. Hmph oh well I’ll get back into it.

Oh, Check my deviant Art Journal, I’m planning out a webcomic, which seems pretty interesting sofar.
Journal Second to the newest post.

Bye people, Love you kiari.

Ok so, I’m reeeeeally starting to get ahead on FMA, I’ve been downloading the Jap version with eng subs. (contact me for the torrent link

Ivy:

YOU ROCK BRYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! *jumping up and down*

Anywaaaaaay, Needless to say after you loser cought that major cliffhanger on the Dubbed version it gets REALLY… REALLY… RE-AH-LEE good. They add a really cool bit to the intro (not talking about the new intro that they showed in the ENG version, nope) It’s using alot of the same shots as the old ENG intro, but adds a few about how they completed the stone and stuff. Basically going against what they said on the preintro before. Whew.

Hmmmm I don’t really know what to say. It’s hard to keep a good blog without any real events in your life. It does seem however I’ve really been more social lately… which is weird. I’ve just been clicking with the masses better lately. *shrug*

I’m going to try and get a new intel based Mac when they come out… I dont want to buy a WHOLE NEW COMPUTER just for it though, so its in my hoped they release a functional intel based version for retail like they have for PPC. I love Linux right to shit death, but it’s just so far behind OSX at this point. I miss graphical installations too! x.x They have plenty of oppurtunity to do things like this on linux if they start making things more uniform =/ *cough* Mandriva *cough* Bastard *cough* =) I’m An Ubuntu freak to the core, I’m thinking of trying KDE with it and see where that takes me, but alooooot of downloading on my wee ‘lil connection.

Well, I bid you Farewell!

Entaru Adun, Executor! (Starcraft Flashback)

Love you kiari!

Ok so the title has nothing to do with this post, but if you know me you know I like being dramatic… Or so my twins dead girlfriends sister who switched brains with kevin likes to say. (haha… soap operas… why do people like them?)

My day was very… very drab.

Kiari’s Input:
“*sobs like crazy* I MISSED 15 MINS OF   YYH THIS MORNING!!! NOW I GOTTA BUY  THE DAMNED DVD OFF EBAY ! T___________T OH OH!!! I love Hiei and Yoko they are so awesome X3″

And oh yea thanks for letting me into a blog post bryan, I just love you so much!

Yea, that last part I wrote just to make me feel good =).

Uhmmmm but really like every other day I was bored till she got on really lol. And she wants me to add today she got a Metallica shirt hah. (Her favorite band, which after meeting Johnathan of Korn she still complained she wanted it to be Metallica, now thats dedication. lol) But wow is it great, or sad that I’m always homcidally bored till you get on? lol. And I hope you know I need put atleast 1 pic up of you here when you get the cam Haha, love yeh!

So I guess this is my official I love Kiari Blog at this point lol. I dont think more than one post has excluded her sofar lol. So I got leied. Yup, I got leied by her after I leied her…. I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING! DIRTY! I meant a hawaiian lei… damn can’t get a word in around you people. Heres a hilarious part of our conv about it:

Bryan says (7:15 PM):
yup I just leied you
Kiari says (7:15 PM):
x3
Bryan says (7:15 PM):
lol
Bryan says (7:16 PM):
your not going to lei me back? =(
Bryan says (7:18 PM):
yay I just got leied
Kiari says (7:19 PM):
x3
Bryan says (7:19 PM):
=O I know what your thinking
Bryan says (7:19 PM):
YOU HAVE A DIRTY MIND!
Kiari says (7:19 PM):
omg
Kiari says (7:19 PM):
FUCK U
Kiari says (7:19 PM):
X3
Bryan says (7:20 PM):
lol Im really screwing with someones mind explaining it
Bryan says (7:20 PM):
well he figured it out, but I like pretending like Im saying things without knowing the meaning always funny
Bryan says (7:20 PM):
lol
Bryan says (7:21 PM):
(19:19:22) ReNeGaDeDOTus: I just got leied, not to be misenterpretted
(19:19:37) OwMyPoorUmbrella: ?
(19:19:3 OwMyPoorUmbrella: Oh
(19:19:56) OwMyPoorUmbrella: The Lei flowery hawaiian things
(19:19:5 ReNeGaDeDOTus: yup I leied kiari and she leied me back
(19:20:06) OwMyPoorUmbrella: Lol
Bryan says (7:21 PM):
XD!!!!
Kiari says (7:22 PM):
X3
Bryan says (7:23 PM):
I wanted to just tell him I got leied by you but that would have been taken wrong for sure lol
Kiari says (7:23 PM):
x3
Bryan says (7:23 PM):
It was my first time! and I dont think I like it!
Bryan says (7:23 PM):
the flowers are scratchy
Bryan says (7:23 PM):
=(
Bryan says (7:23 PM):
lol
Kiari says (7:23 PM):
LOL
Bryan says (7:24 PM):
haha
Bryan says (7:24 PM):
did you like it? I just think its annoying. And it smells a little strong.
Bryan says (7:24 PM):
lolololololololol
Bryan says (7:25 PM):
*innocently looks around room*
Kiari says (7:25 PM):
x3
Bryan says (7:26 PM):
=O Your still thinking that arent you! DIRTY! Go wash your frontal lobe with soap!
Bryan says (7:26 PM):
it shouldnt cause brain damage, just rinse welll
Bryan says (7:26 PM):
I mean I did it and I dont see any bad side effe…. *drool* oh sorry, driveway.

Yea we’re idiots. lol.

I saw this and it made me think of you, as do many things lol.

I’ve never used this upload tool but it should be fine.

I love my girlfriend, Kiari.

Well, title says it all! As usual my huge anxiety when she dissappears for a little had little founding. I mean things Did happen, I don’t think she’d appreciate me going into any kind of detail. But, everyone who I annoyed all of last night rest assured its all good now.

The camera was just put in the mail for kiari, according to the seller anyway. 2-9 days wewtness. Then I get to see her hotness in newer pictures lol, just playing. But, yea, On top of that lol I’ll get to see all the cool collections and things she has lol.

In geekly news I finally went back on my ubuntu partition today. Configured SLmodemD to modprobe for my intel based modem, and after a boring wvdial prompt I got it online again. I think I want to switch from a GNOME shell to KDE I mean… I hear good things… that KDE is basically OSX on crack and for the Linux Community. But it seems most everything is for Gnome… and Gnome apps have all those clever names. haha.

Now for the shout out portion of the show…

Sakura:

it’s michelle. just michelle. says (12:12 AM):
…RAWR….that is all
it’s michelle. just michelle. says (12:12 AM):
lol

Kiari:

Kiari says (12:13 AM):
uhhh
Kiari says (12:13 AM):
YYH ROCKS!!! AND HIEI IS HOTT AND ALL MINE! =3
Kiari says (12:13 AM):
Thats all

(I give you ad space and you talk about the other man? =( lol)

Kiari made a really scary post on dA Earlier… I guess she got kicked out of her house… So Of course I’m worried like crazy… I mean she didn’t leave any details, I dont even know if shes safe. And on top of that she lost her internet service at home, so when she does go back I wont even be able to know. I’m so worried, I have no idea whats going on and I’m just staring at my MSN List like an idiot expecting her to get on. Even though she wouldnt even be out of school yet I guess. I’m just SO worried, I dont even know what to think. Anytime shes gone MIA before I never knew what was going on, probably better since I knew I was probably just being crazy… but now all I know is she got kicked out and my minds going crazy. I wont let her get hurt, I would hitchhike there myself if it meant I could help…

As the title suggets the short people that apparently not just I saw that came durring the parenting class for the school ‘lil thing Are finally finished. One stresser out of my life. Now, I’m dropping French II As I suck in foreign language as a general and luckily I found out I probably don’t need it for a Computer Science Career, go me. The thing there is, I have to goto the Guidance office, get a pass (not a huge deal) to come back durring a guided study/study hall. But its going to be so wtf for me, I’m just not good in those situations. But in any case. I’m dropping it for a study hall which means on the days where I don’t have Academic Biology Lab I’ll have two study halls in a row… rawr… I can live with it though. It’s only for a semester! And now I have my school stressers out of the way and can focus on doing well in my other main, required courses. Which means I’ll do alot better, in turn having higher chances of having fair choice of Colleges, which more in depth means it’ll be alot easier for kiari and I to be together =)

Is it wrong I’m scared about that? It’s not like I have any doubts about anything, but you hear people that ound just like us every day which end in disaster. I just hope we’re not screwing things up y’kno? I couldn’t take losing her I don’t think. It’s funny too, I was reading through a poem a wrote about myself and what she did to me (couldnt think of a better phrasing, thats meant in a good way.) on dA. It’s really amazing how much I’ve changed since I met that girl. Really. I went from a depressive angst ridden… thing. To being a fairly enjoyable person, who feels more comfortable letting it all out to people. A specific few people… but none the less. My lifes just been getting alot better knowing someone thinks of me when they close their as at night. Yea, I know of aa few things that could make some issues with us one day, but it doesnt matter. I’m not scared of the future based on possibility anymore.

Ah, and I ordered that camera.

http://cgi.ebay.com/HP-PhotoSmart-215-1-3-Megapixel_W0QQitemZ7578755491QQcategoryZ48531QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

It’s not that new, but for the cost of 29.99 it’s a great entry level camera.

Hmmmm… NEW INUYASHA TONIGHT! Woooo… lol

My shoes should be here tomorrow or thurs w0t… wait let me check again Thursday… *sigh* lol

Yumm…

I’m FINALLY getting Kiari the cam I promised her. Tonight too =D Just waiting till she gets on so she can look at it x.x It’s Kind of old… Not very, 1.3 Megapixels. So, it’s not exactly a gem but for 29.99 works for me. And I get all sorts of pics lol. No not that kind of stuff! Gah, I know you people reading this, thats what you thought isnt it? Tsk Tsk.

I just realized I am So hopelessly goth Haha.

Y’Bye!