Dreaming of your face, as I sleep in bliss… This world may not be so bad after all…


long time not post
January 20, 2006, 7:04 pm
Filed under: Anime, Life, Love, Mindless Rants

Been awhile my dearest reader(s).

Today I finally picked up my Class drop form from my guidance counselor… Turns out I can drop French II as par plans, though I need to also switch lunches in order to get another class in its place… B lunch to be exact… Which sucks, I’m the type not to make many friends but I have all sorts of them in A lunch… I guess I’ll have to start hanging out with people in the morning, No big deal… I’m usually a worrier… but you know… I think I’m fine with it… which is strange.

As most of you know Kiari an I are Pre-Engaged, might be a weird term to you if you didn’t know, it’s the same as the promise ring thing. And, I finally picked one out. It’s not the most expensive in the world, but I think it looks great and everyone else seemed to love it (Ivy freaked for one.) I’m such a lovey person I don’t know hoe Kiari puts up with me seriously lol. Oh well, love is enough of an excuse to act stupid, lol. I just hope it’s not going to fast for her, the last possible thing I’d want. I think most of the time we communicate pretty well though. Anyway I’ll be getting a good amount of money, by good amount I mean about 50, so I’ll be getting her that and who the hell knows what else that money will find its way to… probably WoW =x!

Uhmmmmm I’ll probably get the next FMA ep early tomorrow morning =D But oh yea back to WoW… I lost it until atleast monday… Probably longer. the 14.95 wasnt in the account so it was Suspended, so much for my parents offering to buy my allready torn affection with WoW game time *sigh* Mark my words… I WILL FUCKING GET IT BACK ….lol…. Yea… I like gaming….

GAH I cant freaking wait until Intel MacOS hits the shelves… assuming they sell it retail, I mean I can only hope. If they do I’m going to gobble it up, I’ve wanted a Mac forever, never could afford the machines exactly, so if the intel version hits retail It would solve my dilema. If I got that I could actually run a majority of Apps, but still keep a nice Unix feel to it all.



When The Days Run Thin…
January 14, 2006, 11:13 pm
Filed under: Life, Love, Mindless Rants

Ok so the title has nothing to do with this post, but if you know me you know I like being dramatic… Or so my twins dead girlfriends sister who switched brains with kevin likes to say. (haha… soap operas… why do people like them?)

My day was very… very drab.

Kiari’s Input:
“*sobs like crazy* I MISSED 15 MINS OF   YYH THIS MORNING!!! NOW I GOTTA BUY  THE DAMNED DVD OFF EBAY ! T___________T OH OH!!! I love Hiei and Yoko they are so awesome X3″

And oh yea thanks for letting me into a blog post bryan, I just love you so much!

Yea, that last part I wrote just to make me feel good =).

Uhmmmm but really like every other day I was bored till she got on really lol. And she wants me to add today she got a Metallica shirt hah. (Her favorite band, which after meeting Johnathan of Korn she still complained she wanted it to be Metallica, now thats dedication. lol) But wow is it great, or sad that I’m always homcidally bored till you get on? lol. And I hope you know I need put atleast 1 pic up of you here when you get the cam Haha, love yeh!



She’s back, and fine!
January 12, 2006, 12:14 am
Filed under: Doesn't Belong (All Categories), Life, Love, Mindless Rants

Well, title says it all! As usual my huge anxiety when she dissappears for a little had little founding. I mean things Did happen, I don’t think she’d appreciate me going into any kind of detail. But, everyone who I annoyed all of last night rest assured its all good now.

The camera was just put in the mail for kiari, according to the seller anyway. 2-9 days wewtness. Then I get to see her hotness in newer pictures lol, just playing. But, yea, On top of that lol I’ll get to see all the cool collections and things she has lol.

In geekly news I finally went back on my ubuntu partition today. Configured SLmodemD to modprobe for my intel based modem, and after a boring wvdial prompt I got it online again. I think I want to switch from a GNOME shell to KDE I mean… I hear good things… that KDE is basically OSX on crack and for the Linux Community. But it seems most everything is for Gnome… and Gnome apps have all those clever names. haha.

Now for the shout out portion of the show…

Sakura:

it’s michelle. just michelle. says (12:12 AM):
…RAWR….that is all
it’s michelle. just michelle. says (12:12 AM):
lol

Kiari:

Kiari says (12:13 AM):
uhhh
Kiari says (12:13 AM):
YYH ROCKS!!! AND HIEI IS HOTT AND ALL MINE! =3
Kiari says (12:13 AM):
Thats all

(I give you ad space and you talk about the other man? =( lol)



The midgets are gone!
January 10, 2006, 8:51 pm
Filed under: Anime, Doesn't Belong (All Categories), Life, Love, Mindless Rants, Uncategorized

As the title suggets the short people that apparently not just I saw that came durring the parenting class for the school ‘lil thing Are finally finished. One stresser out of my life. Now, I’m dropping French II As I suck in foreign language as a general and luckily I found out I probably don’t need it for a Computer Science Career, go me. The thing there is, I have to goto the Guidance office, get a pass (not a huge deal) to come back durring a guided study/study hall. But its going to be so wtf for me, I’m just not good in those situations. But in any case. I’m dropping it for a study hall which means on the days where I don’t have Academic Biology Lab I’ll have two study halls in a row… rawr… I can live with it though. It’s only for a semester! And now I have my school stressers out of the way and can focus on doing well in my other main, required courses. Which means I’ll do alot better, in turn having higher chances of having fair choice of Colleges, which more in depth means it’ll be alot easier for kiari and I to be together =)

Is it wrong I’m scared about that? It’s not like I have any doubts about anything, but you hear people that ound just like us every day which end in disaster. I just hope we’re not screwing things up y’kno? I couldn’t take losing her I don’t think. It’s funny too, I was reading through a poem a wrote about myself and what she did to me (couldnt think of a better phrasing, thats meant in a good way.) on dA. It’s really amazing how much I’ve changed since I met that girl. Really. I went from a depressive angst ridden… thing. To being a fairly enjoyable person, who feels more comfortable letting it all out to people. A specific few people… but none the less. My lifes just been getting alot better knowing someone thinks of me when they close their as at night. Yea, I know of aa few things that could make some issues with us one day, but it doesnt matter. I’m not scared of the future based on possibility anymore.

Ah, and I ordered that camera.

http://cgi.ebay.com/HP-PhotoSmart-215-1-3-Megapixel_W0QQitemZ7578755491QQcategoryZ48531QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

It’s not that new, but for the cost of 29.99 it’s a great entry level camera.

Hmmmm… NEW INUYASHA TONIGHT! Woooo… lol

My shoes should be here tomorrow or thurs w0t… wait let me check again Thursday… *sigh* lol



First post babi!
January 7, 2006, 5:55 pm
Filed under: Life, Love, Mindless Rants

If that title isn’t corny enough… BRACE YOURSELFES. Ok, but not really. Stop it… STOP BRACING! DAMN!

./lunacy fringe

Anywaaaaaaay not that that’s done with *cough*. I want to get a ‘lil more air time about my relationship life which alot of people have trouble getting. I can understand that I mean it is rather weird placing such faith in something so seemingly obscure, but it’s worth it. It’s worth saving/spending so much money for us to be together after highschool, and its worth finding out if we will work or not. I know in my heart it will though, so I need no outside assurance. Everyone seems to try and convince me otherwise, theyre just trying to save me heartache, but there will be none. We’ve talked a freakishly large amount about or futures both apart, and together. We know what we want to do down to the details of pets.

Ok, that’s one gripe out of the way. I don’t actually have much of an idea on what else to post… I’ve been out of the blogging scene for so long I’ve lost my touch. Hmmmmmmmm… Oh well. Oh, I’ll just post my WoW standings for you fellow nerdanites. Currently I’m levellll… 20.60ish and only have 8g on me which is NOTHING gahhh… I’m almost past friendly reputation with Darnassus too! Woo Go me. (90.2% of friendly rep.) Ok enough geekage.

Bye, I love you kiari m’dear.

(Listening to Hatebreed)