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Are you really bored?
I mean it…
Are you REALLY bored?
Well now that we got that out of the way. I think I finally broke through on my parents. We might be ‘Getting Cable’ (Because… we… definitely… dont… you know, have it… now ha..haha *looks around paranoid*), Highspeed internet, AND Vonage! Which means I can call and harrass meh g/f all the time =P. Hey, I suck on the phone, but w.e Ive got a reason to get used to it now lol.
I’m downloading The Entire FMA Series now (starting with ep 42 just after where the Dubbed version left off) Which is awesome! I’ll be way ahead of everyone else I know who watches it =D. Scryed, your next! Even though I’ve allready seen the series 2 times atleast… I love that show.
Anyone of you that wants to see a post/comments so lovingly vomit inducing you want to… well vomit (That sounded better in my head…) read the post preceeding this hah. We’re so great together =P.
And when I finaaaaally break you from ’same’ing I think I’ll have to steal your tackle hug move lol.
Ok so, we were talking more, and It pretty much came down to this:
| 1/8/2006 | 1:53:56 AM | Bryan- Were Pre-Engaged! lol | you know, I wanna get you an actual ring for this weird thing we have going now. It wouldnt be a very expensive one, but stil lol | |||||
| 1/8/2006 | 1:54:15 AM | Kiari | awww thats so sweet ;_; | |||||
| 1/8/2006 | 1:55:17 AM | Bryan- Were Pre-Engaged! lol | lol, well Its not technically an engagement ring since its pre-engagement hah so I guess to take it old school, promise ring? | |||||
| 1/8/2006 | 1:56:27 AM | Bryan- Were Pre-Engaged! lol | haha would that work for you? | |||||
| 1/8/2006 | 1:57:16 AM | Kiari | Okie | |||||
| 1/8/2006 | 1:57:27 AM | Bryan- Were Pre-Engaged! lol | cool | |||||
| 1/8/2006 | 1:59:56 AM | Bryan- Were Pre-Engaged! lol | so heres what the promise in that will actually stand for, I promise you that one day, Soon after high school. We’ll get together and be very happy no matter what. Like we are now but we can poke eachother irl! Hah. And I promise, that what we have is real and Ill be 100% faithful just to you, especially so before we meet. If that wasnt a given | |||||
| 1/8/2006 | 2:01:35 AM | Kiari | ;_____; awwww |
Yea, “awww so sweet” yes? You all want to say it, cmon you know you do. It looks like this here freak has finally found someone enough like him to be with. Though I have to say a year ago when I thought of what kind of love life I might have, I never pictured I would be with someone so smart, beautiful, and all around just great to me. It’s still hard for me to even wrap my ‘lil mind around that I have a serious relationship with her yet. We know eachother so well in just under 4 months of officially starting, and what… 5 or 6 since we met? It’s amazing how fast were moving. But I always new as soon as we met there was something special about this one, something that simply intrigued me ever since we first talked. Even ask her, I pretty much followed her around on the game (that we met on) like I was tied to her heel lol. You all probably know the story anyway *shrug*
Those of you that knew me before I met her know how drastically my entire attitudes have changed because of it. And you can probably see more than her or even myself how great we are together.
I love you, my pre-fiance =P
Or should I say I same you. lol
Yup, taking the pseudo-plunge kiari and I are now what we so haply titled Pre-Engaged! So I guess we should all throw a pseudo-party and serve half sandwhiches, with half alcoholic drinks? Lol. I wish we could be engaged for real, despite our age and situation. But to be honest it’s only because I really Just wanna wait until we’re really together, Its just so impersonal when where not face to face. But I would like to consider it the same ^^ All that matters to me, minus the titles is the fact that I love her with all my heart
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I’ve always loved this song, it describes my past so well, and let’s me reflect so well fro mthe present. All I ever wanted in my life is for someone to understand me, and love me. As with most people in my position. I now have that, but it’s interesting looking back and seeing how related this song is to me. knowing if people gave it time, they would see me for who I am, which isn’t so bad.
Unwell – Matchbox 20:
All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I’m headed for a breakdown
And I don’t know why
[chorus]
But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired
I know right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be…me
I’m talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they’ve all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I’ve lost my mind
[chorus]
But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired
I know right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I’ve been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they’ll come to get me
Yeah, they’re taking me away
[chorus]
But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired
I know right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I’m just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I’m just a little unwell
If that title isn’t corny enough… BRACE YOURSELFES. Ok, but not really. Stop it… STOP BRACING! DAMN!
./lunacy fringe
Anywaaaaaaay not that that’s done with *cough*. I want to get a ‘lil more air time about my relationship life which alot of people have trouble getting. I can understand that I mean it is rather weird placing such faith in something so seemingly obscure, but it’s worth it. It’s worth saving/spending so much money for us to be together after highschool, and its worth finding out if we will work or not. I know in my heart it will though, so I need no outside assurance. Everyone seems to try and convince me otherwise, theyre just trying to save me heartache, but there will be none. We’ve talked a freakishly large amount about or futures both apart, and together. We know what we want to do down to the details of pets.
Ok, that’s one gripe out of the way. I don’t actually have much of an idea on what else to post… I’ve been out of the blogging scene for so long I’ve lost my touch. Hmmmmmmmm… Oh well. Oh, I’ll just post my WoW standings for you fellow nerdanites. Currently I’m levellll… 20.60ish and only have 8g on me which is NOTHING gahhh… I’m almost past friendly reputation with Darnassus too! Woo Go me. (90.2% of friendly rep.) Ok enough geekage.
Bye, I love you kiari m’dear.
(Listening to Hatebreed)
